Today I am MAD!!

I did not lose anything this week. Not even an ounce. I am so mad! I did not cheat. This is so frustrating! Why does it have to be so freakin difficult to lose a pound? I guarantee I can put a pound on in one day without doing anything wrong. All I want to do it is lose one pound in a week. It looks like I will have to drop down to 500 calories a day in order to lose more weight. Good golly, Miss Molly! I have been sulking for hours and I just can't get over it. All week I was so excited because I was so sure I was going to be under 180 but instead I am still at 181. Maybe my anger will kill some of the f'n calories I consume. One more week of this bullshit diet and then I am going to lose it if I don't lose weight. I know I have consistently lost weight so far, but I need to see those numbers going down constantly. Even John cannot believe how little I eat and not lose anything. Hell, he has lost almost as much as me without even trying and he eats nachos and salsa almost every night while I ignore him.

OMG!!

Another Great Week!!

It's so funny that I can actually feel myself losing weight. Seriously. I knew before I ever got on the scale today that I had lost at least 2 pounds. Sure enough, I lost 3 pounds. That's right 3 pounds flushed away. I am so excited and I feel so good. Only seven more pounds and I get a treat. I still haven't decided what it is going to be but I think I have ruled out the alcohol. I'll just want more. Same with a sweet treat. I think it is going to be an ethnic dish. Italian, Chinese or Indian. I am only talking about one meal.
I made curry last night but it just wasn't the same without rice and naan. I probably should avoid Chinese because I will definitely want an egg roll AND fried dumplings. I feel like I am on such a roll I should be some what "good" when I cheat. No point in throwing all this hard work out the window. I don't want to gain 2 pounds from one meal.
This is really exciting! A good week like this makes me want to keep it up!